Anyone who knows
Grant Henry,
the man behind
Sister Louisa,
knows this about me,
this is Balls-To-The-Wall Truth,
however ugly it may be:
I leave people who become dependent on me.
There ARE victims moaning.
I remember thinking,
after my parents divorced in the sixties,
that I was more fortunate than my peers,
because,
as a result of the horror and loneliness of THAT,
I found center.
I was no longer dependent
on the stability of my surroundings
to find inner peace.
It was like seeing a ghost,
then realizing that the ghost
was only as scary
as the power I gave it,
and, furthermore,
that the ghost
was not the enemy.
It was eternally empowering to me
to know that there was nothing,
or nobody,
here on earth
that could take away my center.
So today,
when someone in MY life
bases THEIR stability on me,
in any way,
it feels off-center.
It feels ultimately unhealthy.
I know I co-create this dependency,
(Oh The Humanity!)
however,
I am concerned it’s happening
with SISTER LOUISA’S DAILY DITTIES.
SISTER LOUISA AIN’T YOUR FUCKING FEMA TRAILER!!!
So,
PLEASE
don’t believe
a word that “she” ever says,
don’t hang YOUR happiness
on SISTER LOUSIA,
it’s not “her” that you are drawn to,
it’s what you see
through “her”.
THANK YOU.
